Hanni Ossott (Caracas, 1946-2002)
If it doesn't come
if it doesn't arrive
let it be
That is there, always
like a convocation
If it doesn't come
wait
The moon's song has its time.
October 1987
This anguish
for the Egyptian poet
the old one, the most archaic one
the one who saw the Nile's cobalt blue
the black blue
This shame
for his already forgotten word
amidst the desert's infinite sands
My head
placed there
at the shores of what thinks and expands
Knowing God
Knowing the stars
My mind, swollen like a sphere
palpitating
sonorous
for a vastness much too big for me
My heart
pulsing in weeping
for the small and insignificant
My hands, already weakened
duplicated in the mistake
My eyes, useless, trembling
before what I don't know.
December 1987
My Hands
My hands
My hands on my body
the ring, the rings
the wrinkles, the lines
the tension in the seizure
the secret, the secrets
the unspoken word
Him, there
like an embrace
like tensed love
and the house there
in the hand
at hand
the marks, the tracks,
my vegetable feather
my veins
the sarcasms, the moles
the rivers of profanity
My hand
furrowed by rivers
bleeding
voluptuous
swollen
filled with hills and entrails
of whites and reds
lines and crevices
My hand, my hands
December 1987
This, the quotidian
the small, flush with
for magnifying the big
for reverence and weeping
for God.
This, the specular
that sideways...
the little cat.
The call
the reverent convocation
That seat
that sacred perch
for what no longer has any skin
nor blood.
December 1987
God kneel down before me
the blue crosses me
Kiss me
My eyes glimpse at you.
March 1988
Pity
My heart
is trembling
asking
for the words
the voracious words
a man's glance
his disembodied gestures
the moon and splendor
the boredoms.
Enumerations.
All because of the mystery crossing me.
The interrogation.
May 1988
Party
And everyone
destroyed in the party
lying.
By axe blows.
Godless.
In a useless chatter.
June 1988
Sky, your big arch
and what of me?
June 1988
Because of the Undifferentiated
Of a coarse voice the earth
in cracks
with the fissure aloft
shouting
furiously
because of the detail
the edges
the mixtures.
Her angrily
because of the undifferentiated
the promiscuous junctures
June 1988
Nobody
Some flowers for the table
for the earth
the opaque sky
the music
Some petals, pollen, waters
for melancholy
A desert, in back
silence, gravity
and nobody, nobody
June 1988
Hanni Ossott, Cielo, tu arco grande (Caracas: Tierra de Gracia Editores, 1989).